I have finally decided to completely revamp my blog. Instead of focusing on one of my passions (fashion) - which does allow me to escape and dream a lot - I thought it would be much more appropriate at this moment in my life (actually good for my soul) to write on what is happening in my life. I turned 40 this year and am having some sort of crisis: mid-life, existential.....not too sure. All I know is that this feeling inside is one that I would not wish on my worst enemy. Maybe I should start from the beginning. Some of you may be bored, especially those who have their shit together and some others may be able to relate. I am doing this for no other reason than to help myself....because I really feel like I'm hitting rock bottom and losing my mind.